About Me and My Prayer

About Me: 

I grew up with a father who suffered from a mental illness,

my Mom became a single parent when I was 7

I have been rejected by my earthly father,

I have been redeemed from being abused,

I have been redeemed from being date raped,

I have been redeemed from two miscarriages, 

I have been redeemed from self-punishment,

I have been redeemed from addiction to alcohol & cigarettes,

God protected me as I walked through a drug house in Port Coquitlam (called"Don's Place") with $1,000. in pocket. I did not do drugs and walked out with the $1,000. still in my pocket, 

I was redeemed from being baron, as I was told I would never be able to have children, God blessed me with two 15 months apart,
I have been redeemed from the emotional effects of poverty,

I have been redeemed from cancer,

I have been redeemed from divorce,

I have been redeemed from a self gratification,

I have been redeemed from the effects of being a single parent since 1994, 

I have raised two children, one who has High Functioning Autism/ ADHD,

I have been redeemed from having to fight for the right for my son with HFA/ADHD to attend school,

I have been redeemed from experiencing rejection from  system that was in place to protect, as
my daughter went through the over 60 911 calls due to a reaction to a prescription medication.

God set a table for me with though's who were against me and blessed me with an apology from that system & the investigation and evidence strongly supported that the prescription medication was the cause,

I have been faced with fighting for my daughters soul, when faced with
spiritual warfare that a year before I would have said you were nuts if you
told me any of what I saw with my Mom & son. Even some outside the family witnessed it.

I have experienced God dry my tears when I became broken.

I have experienced deliverance from my past.

I have argued with God & lost,

I have experienced a peace that transcends understanding & an unexplainable
Joy, when I became dead to myself & alive in Christ.

I am enjoying the gift of photography that God gave me through the trial, couldn't take a picture before even if my life depended on it.

I have learned to trust God in everything.

I have learned to lean on Jesus Christ, not my understanding.

I have learned to except God's forgiveness.

I learned to forgive myself. 

God is walked with me through Post traumatic stress disorder from what we went through in 2009 and has redeemed me & delivered me.

The Healing has truly begun & this wouldn't have been possible if it wasn't for the love, mercy, forgiveness & grace of my Heavenly Father. He has given me freedom from my shame & fear. He has given my life purpose.

My prayer:( Please let this be your prayer)

              Father thank you for the promise you gave us through your son Jesus Christ. I lift the people of this world up to you in prayer, you know what they are facing, you know each one of them by name. Father let your will be done in their lives, flood them with your peace, hope, joy, & grace. Fill them with your holy spirit on a daily basis. Place a hedge of protection around them & cover them with the blood of Jesus. Father if they do not know you draw them close so they can see you. Remove all barriers that would stand in their way to knowing you. Father transform us & help our eyes stay fixed on Jesus. Jesus if we ever needed you its now! Lord Jesus Christ please come.....In Jesus Christ Name Amen.